Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Falling All Over Again
When I returned to my hometown in California last year brokenhearted after one of the biggest losses of my life, I truly believed I'd never go back. It seemed Portland was closed to me, she no longer called me the way she used to. I thought she too was through with me, perhaps all our bridges were burned. It took me a while, but I was coming to terms with that.
Now I am back in California again. The weather is fantastic, Fall it seems is on hold for a while longer. My life is here. My parents, my job, my best friend, my history is here. Am I ready to pack up all my sundresses and trade them in for endless seasons of boots and scarves?
I don't have any answers tonight. I am torn between so many choices and the lives they could lead me to.